Dark and gloomy picture for February 2008. What state of mind was I in? I can sense angst and frustration. Why? What was making me feel so depressed? I suppose it could have been anything. The fact that my new apron (from Cath Kidston) was far too big and I had to alter the damn thing made me plunge into despair ('Nothing fits me here! Not even an apron!'). It could have been that in February 2008, Meidi-ya supermarket in Singapore stopped stocking Marigold Vegetable Stock. Who knows? The sense of fitting or belonging can shift at the slightest thing. I know that from experience. My apron feels better now that I have altered it but still isn't quite right. |